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- huh!!! STUPID ALARM!!! woke me up again. i decided to skip breakfast!! haha thot shd go on diet, but mom wont listen my words ,so she had feed me in de morning,,waitin for sarita's MC,didnt get her MC , ne ways i gve n rushed 2 college...well i met her same buz n i had offered a seat next 2 me ... well no talks btw us ....i m tryin 2 talk but she is sittin idle :(:(:(
Dont knw de problem with her ,suddenly she stopped talkin with me !!!! she is my best best frd since 3 yrs which hve been sharin each n everythin with her !!!

well

have been going through some thoughts decided to like write it here :

this month hasnt been a good one for of my friend and of course me myself. ...alot of tears have shed. ...alot of fightings.... misunderstandings.... over problems that may not be problems..... ok what i mean is that, maybe my friends feel that wow they have alot of problems. but maybe there isnt any problems. its just maybe they feel that something are alittle different, and mistaken them as problems.

|'m saying all this after thinking through. cos i just feel that problems dun always arise. problem that are hard for us to solve are like parents !!!! these are problems. the "problems" that we always refer to as are like friends arguement,, fought with parents. academic problems. etc. can you see the difference between problems and "problems".

ok friends arguement, how do you resolve? simply peace or simply compromise. talk things out and resolve matter. arguement always happen over something small misunderstandings. - oh no break up. its ok move on with life. nothing stays long in relationship. everyone are still immature in such things. what more can anyone ask for. isnt it. fight with parents-why not think about why did parents wanna talk or quarrel with you. BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU! parents have their weird way of expressing their love. every parents express differently. when they scold you, do you know they are crying inside. when i quarrel with my mom i know she;s crying deep down. i'm sorry. at least i understand you see.

can you see now. such "problems" are easy to resolve its just up to each individual. REAL problems arent that easy to solve or else it wouldnt have been called problems. thats why the "problems" we always encounter arent the real ones. and people always get upset over such not real problems.,,and they get really upset. and its like oh no. = i'm crying out when my close friends are really upset.

I keep thinking why are all this happening to them. cant they just like somehow in the way could feel some light to guide them through.

you see my dear friends look out of your window. the sun is shining its reaching hand to you. to provide you warm and love from nature. why get so upset over all those not worth for you to cry cry cry for problems or anything. and look you have so many wonders just outside of your window... for you to see... for you to feel... for you to touch.... for you to love.... have you ever wonder how much you hurt people around you when you're upset over those !!!!

"problems".are those "problems" worth to hurt your friends around you. everyone has a different thinking as i do. some maybe very stubborn...some maybe very nasty. but within everyone, love hope affection exist. cos WE ARE HUMAN!